Funny how many parts of your culture no longer apply to your life anymore. Friends having a dinner party or get-together? You’re probably not going to be invited. You’re presence is a buzz kill. You are going to make things awkward for other people. This can be applied for almost all celebrations with your friends. Though, family obligations can be different.
People who you thought were your friends, are going to show their true colors now. Most of them don’t have the self awareness that you’ve recently gained yourself. They don’t have coping skills that you were forced to learn, whether you wanted to or not.
I cannot find a solution to this. You’re just an outsider now. Good luck out there.
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